I f'd up. I caught something...

[buzzlghtyr401]

Feelings. I've always been a bit emotional. I wear them on my sleeve. It's a curse. I mostly don't like it. Been seeing latest ATF since last Nov. Found out last week she has a boyfriend outside the shop. She says for a couple of months. It was a gut punch. I know what y'all are going to say. I know, it's my own damn fault. I put her in a place I shouldn't have. I know it's only fair for her to have a life outside as I do. She knows how I feel. She reciprocates that but knows I can't give her anything more. She says nothing changes. In the back of my mind, I always knew she could be gone or something at any moment. But the boyfriend I didn't see coming. I'm slowly wrapping my arms around the situation. Damn it.

Dr., if this isn't allowed, just pull it down.

[Nateyb125]

This is not what I was expecting to say you caught

[405Newguy]

It happens. Live and learn

[Okiephoto71]

Its happened to me too. It's tough sometimes to separate the situation. I got into a "thing" with a spa girl. We would hang out, have dinner, drinks, spend time together. I even stopped seeing her at the spa as we connected after hours. Got to protect those feelings and don't get close.

[Bames Jond]

These things happen, wearing your emotions on your sleeve is not a bad thing…just keep it in check with the hobby; client/provider first and always (easily said than done).

Chemistry can develop, but it will be built through a glass wall.

[curlydagreat]

Been there. Done that. You'll get through it and become a better hobbyist for it.